Im getting really tired of listening to you breathing
theres a lot i want to say theres not much to my feelings
i look at the sky and i am reminded of you
every storm comes from this blue clarity
the tears fall freely i disguise them as rain
as my hands start trembling with hate i wonder if this is it?
when i break down and confess
but the silence still persists i quieten myself to it's likeness
ignore every meaning of this abscence
thinking maybe another million seconds will lead somewhere
i exhale a murmur of all the whispers
a quiet repetition i don't want to remember
the wind brushes across my lips taunting me for sealing them
for my own sake i crawl back into bed but i don't touch you nor do i want to
your eyelids flutter i know they're weary of sleeping next to me
the old fear comes back again of aother blue pair leaving with tears
this time i ignore my conscience no longer
i reach out my gentle touch awakens you
i'm lost this is'nt what i expected
"what's the matter?"
"i could'nt sleep"
you pull me closer your warmth comforts me
we stay this way for a while
"feeling better?"
"yeah"
the sky somehow likes muddy brown as you look into my own you don't frown
all you say is "i know"
your not lying i can tell you amaze me everytime i'm overwhelmed
you could never hate me
butterfly kisses is what you leave me with
a simple trance and there's no waking
we fall into our dreams again
